Friday, March 31, 2006
shades of grey


picked up the grey idea from lit. see i do listen (:


today was a little sucky. it's quite indescribable, it was one of those days where one thing makes you smile and the other just leaves you confused. well i choose to stay optimistic about it and not let anything bother me too much, i'll just take things as they come. i trust God (:


okay i don't quite remember what made today a little down but that's good i suppose. this morning i woke up at 6 15am. the earliest i have ever woken up in a month. for school at least. the daddy couldn't send me to school today so i had to take a bus, which didn't turn out so bad despite my heavy bag. reminded me of last year and how i did that every single day and how the long walk was somehow refreshing and healthy if you think about it that way. haha and then there was school which i managed to stay awake for almost every lesson because i slept like a log last night. haha didn't realise how restless i have been in class recently until fu lao shi asked me this morning. haha she thought i had some serious relationship problem or something. haha i think it was cham who told me that i should have said "yarh with that adriano lorh" hahaha but it was nice of her to ask (:


morning exercise was on the disgustingly muddy grass :/ haha and then for pe we did our 2.4km run at the beach. i did mine in 14.54seconds which for girls isn't THAT bad. okay fine it's a B but i'm definitely not doing it again next week. haha actually i'm quite satisfied cause i stood right infront when we started running, but once mr lee blew the whistle i immediately fell to the middle-back portion. cause i knew if i kept up my pace to stay infront i wouldn't make it through the whole course of it and i ran with all my might and passed quite a fair bit of people, so i am pretty pleased (: and now i know how it feels that when you don't do so good but you gave it your all it doesn't seem as bad. i shall use this same concept to motivate me in other areas of my life. hahaha (:


and i did learn a lot of things today. like things we already knew but never realised. so rather, i realised a lot of things today. stuff like how we shouldn't take forgrantted that people give in to us and forgive us easily because they know you and accept you. it wouldn't be the same with people you are less familiar with. and quite a fair bit of stuff like that. lets just say i've gained a better perspective in life and hopefully i can apply it and change(:


so that's enough on the "self-inspirational" thought which is actually more of letting myself feel well inspired (: so ignore my gibberish.


it's a new month tomorrow, which means my allowance would finally be cashed into my very dry bank account. been at the extreme point of broke this month. been trying to scrimp and save here and there so i haven't taken a taxi in a long time and i CAN survive without cabbing, the bus and mrt still gets you to where you want to get to, plus a little bit of walking which will burn fats. yes. haha and i was forced to draw quite a fair bit of money from my other account which was meant to be for SAVINGS. tsk haha and when i asked momma for cash last night she didn't have any which meant i had to dig around and turn my bags upside down hoping money would somehow "flutter" out. hah


and when i finally decided i am BROKE beyond belive (i am currently the proud owner of three dollars and ten cents in cash) my maid passed me a letter. lo and behold i saw the ocbc sign. and i was thinking "since when did i get an ocbc netts card/account" and i thoughy they sent me some bill or something and at the bottom i saw a cheque which you could tear out from the letter. and it confused me even more cause i was wondering why they sent me a sample of a cheque. and it was issued for a hundred and fifty bucks. and then i read the little prints and i saw the word(s) ________(insert show name) and realised the cheque was real, and for ME (: i have money! (: hahaha not bad eh? one and a half days work and having contracted some rash for that money. not bad. not bad. hahaha so i should thank SEAN for starting this by giving me the audition (: haha THANK YOU.


see so friday turned out pretty good after all (: and that was one hell of a long post. sorry i was feeling wordy. HAHA


now to get things done. HOMEWORK :/
goodbye


trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding